Thursday, September 15, 2005

losing my mind

i just had it.

where did it go? it was in my pocket a few seconds ago and now i can't find my pen. this drives me crazy. i am obsessed with finding my pen. class is in 1 hour, i have 50 things to do, i feel under water already and i can't find my stinkin' pen!

they are pilling on the work here at cts and i have lost my mind. i find myself organizing the same folder over and over. i can't get to the work. can't focus, dig in and get er' done. and it feeds on itself. ever have that? the frenzy feeds the frenzy. where is my pen? did you take it? then comes the paranoia. i think you took it.

now my heart rate is up. even if i did find my pen, or you gave it back, i wouldn't be able to settle enough to read something.

that's it, i'm going to go buy another pen.

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